Justice

During my life I have often sought to conceal myself
From the justice that God justifiably demands.
Looking into the mirror I see one who cannot hide,
But seeks to hold on to my sins despite his commands.

Can his mercy rob me of the justice of his divine plan?
Can I escape the justice of the consequences of my choice?
Or find solace when I fail to meekly follow him?
Or deny the succeeding misery that quiets his voice?

When I seek for justice from one who has wronged me,
Do I offer the same mercy I seek when I have hurt another?
When I seek for mercy, do I also want justice he demands?
Or do I ask for justice to be enacted even on my brother?

When I fail to forgive someone who has wronged me,
I allow for the abuser and pain to win over and over again.
The pain he caused I hold on to be my constant companion,
Always in my mind, it robs me of peace I want to regain.

Can peace be found as long as I remain unforgiving?
Can peace be found as long as the offender remains?
How can justice and mercy be found as long as I remain,
Bound by the memories of unforgiving chains.

Is there a penetrating peace that can pierce my pride,
Enough to find forgiveness in my own heart.
Even when no justice has been obtained or offered?
And justice in this life has been denied in part.

It is true that man is punished by his sin and evil intent,
Far more than he is punished by God for his sins.
Yet Justice cannot be denied for it is his law.
Then whose right is it to claim when justice wins?

Only the Savior can heal our hearts with his mercy,
When we allow his grace to heal our wounded hearts.
Then we can find his peace knowing the mercy he provides
Can mend our sorrows when hate and fear departs.

Then do not deny the justice of God, but let it work in you,
To bring you to him despite the pain and anguish you feel.
He will bridge the gaps in your heart and your soul,
Then with his stripes you also he can completely heal.

David S. Maughan© 2/13/2022

2 Nephi 9:17; 2 Nephi 9:26; Jacob 6:10; Mosiah 2:38; Alma 41:3; Alma 42:30; Isaiah 53:5